november rain.

utdrag ur kat von d - the tattoo chronicles:

"I told my sis how it's been feeling like a one-way street with Nikki and how it was starting to hurt. she told me my idea of what "love" is supposed to be is unrealistic. "it can't always be romantic, Kathy." if that's the case, then why the hell do I still feel the same? why am I still on fire? why am I still willing to go above and beyond for two minutes of being next to him? I don't believe true love is supposed to have a "honeymoon" phase. I detest that term. with all my guts. the honeymoon phase, the pink cloud - everything's so goddamn wonderful in the beginning - everyone is always a self-proclaimed "romantic" in the beginning. the poetry and the birds - and then it changes. the mystery is gone, and Lemmy is right: that feeling you felt in the first kiss will never last. and that's the problem with romance. and I guess that's the problem with me. last week when I saw Lemmy, he wrote "romantic without borders" in one of my journals... and I wrote, "hopeless romantic." fucking hopeless."